Sometimes don't you just wish you could go back? I think about where I am and where I was one year ago and how happy I was. Then I look at the way things are now, and realize how happy I am...and all for completely different reasons. And then I wonder what if things were different... And where will I be a year from now? Mona said to me yesterday as I was venting my feelings to her, "when I think about YOUR future, I'M SO EXCITED" and I thought, why don't I feel that way? Why do I feel so unsure? I've never felt that way about the future, it was always "whatever happens happens."
Strange this life...
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